Coffee and Julie

 Update on Julie. She took two Tykerbs last night and was up most of the night half throwing up and half belching. The Tykerb is important since it is really the only drug the doctors have to keep the cancer out of her brain. The first time she took it...

Sex, Booze and Poetry ... Diversions of Life

In life I often find it necessary to find diversions to make it to the next day. Often, it has been sex, either real or in my imagination, booze or poetry. I don't know much about the Muslim religion, but if they die in the cause, they get a zillion...

Parole

 Parole Pain seeps thru small sores Life's breath oozing thru pores Needles probe time-lost cuts the vastness of empty pushes This new reality mate ill caged inside her world's walls my sentence for caring ...

Blue

I just got a GPS system, a Garmin for my car. I loaded off and headed out at 11 am from Elkton, MD. I first gave my wife a big hug and said good bye to my Jack Russell, Ashton. Ashton lowered his head and tail and headed into the house. He knew he...

Soft Pillows, Silk Sheets v4

 Soft Pillow, Silk Sheets V4 She couldn't believe she was laying here looking up at herself in a ceiling mirror. She was a mother of one long past such foolishness. Yet, here on her free weekend, she was nude and spread-eagle on the bed. The...

Chapter 2. In the Beginning

 Betha An Erotic Novel by Roe, 2005 Chapter 2. In the Beginning... Our kiss in the park came more than two years after I met Betha during an interview. I hired her because she was the best candidate, but she was also the most...

My Wife is One Tough Cookie

Well, Julie has one more radiation treatment this week. It has not been kind to her. Her face is all red and blistered, her mouth is full of sores, and she has no energy. She got down today to clean out the liter box, which is my job, and then could...

Betha

Betha An Erotic Novel by Roe, 2005 1. Cheers Aftermath Betha after our adventure at Cheers came into my office the next day wearing her old blue jeans and sat directly in front of me. “Look, about last night. I don’t...

Rats Black

 Rats black Eyes black Tongues black red specked Bones crunching Muscles consumed Brain leached Heart broken Black bastards Cancer cells Stealing Pilage Taking Giving nothing back Through the gutters Death in...

Erotic Novel

 Yo Blogland, I have posted the first six chapters (of about 40) of an Erotic Novel entitled Betha.  I am only publishing it to my friends since I know that many of you may disapprove of us efforts.  I plan to post seven chapters and then...

Crushes are Forever

When people say, "its just a crush" I assume they mean the intense feelings that you have for someone will go away.  I don't get crushes very often anymore.  I am just as likely to get them from corresponding with someone over the Internet as I am in...

Too Much Tennis

 For an old dude, I am still a decent tennis player.   I pulled a calf muscle today and hobbled around for most of two hours on a bad leg.  Still won 2 of 3 sets.  I then played three more hours in the battle of the sexs at the tennis clubs....

Today's Cancer News

Today, started out on a sad note. The nurse at Julie's chemo clinic had a sad tale. She was just back to work after taking a few months off. Her 17 year old son had just been murdered. When her son was seven, his dad committed suicide. She said, the...

I'm a Bear or Dog

 I have a running dialogue with my son about my food preferences. He is a sometime vegetarian, try to eat healthy kind of guy. I told him my dietary preferences run more like a bear. Tonight when I was eating my cookies and milk, with Ashton staring at...

Midnight Tones

 Midnight Tones Midnight tones came calling dancing on distant lights down the center line of my life. Hues of skin covered in sweat, Wind blowing through an open window, Your silhouette cast on curtains, above me, backlit by...

Why is Blogland So Addictive

Why is Blogland so addictive? Are we such whimps as Bloglanders that we must cry in our beer in front of complete strangers to get some attention? Is it because we can expose our guts, and no one knows who we are? Are we, maybe I should say am I,...

Preamble to Betha

 Betha, by Roe  Preamble to Betha "I thought it would be hard to do all the things you wanted. To be your fantasy. But, that isn't the hard part. It is doing all those things and still not having you. I don't really care what everyone else...

Superman

I like to believe I am superman.  Nothing gets me down, or at least for long.  Nothing gets the best of me.  I don't let people get under my skin.  I don't hold grudges, I don't let other people get me down, upset, or let them make me unhappy.  I...

Free Will

 We all believe we have free will.  We decide our own fate.   Another theory that is difficult to disprove goes something like this. Our brain operates by a series of chemical and electrical reactions.  It gets impulses (input) through the...

Mixing BlogLand and the Outer World

 I am not sure how the rest of you handle this, but for me Blogland, especially on Thoughts.com, is completely disconnected, with one exception, from the real world.   I am the same person in both worlds, but in the real world, which I shall refer to...

Dreams and Body Parts

Last night, I had a dream about Betha, a mistress from my past.  Actually, it was a composite sort of person. The face and upper part of the body, boobs included, belonged to Betha, and the lower part of the body belonged to Melons, the one I recently...

Light Erotica

 I thought I would get a few opinions before I charged forward, which is my usual mode of life.  As you might have noticed, I like to write erotica.  I consider it light erotica, but that I assume depends on how liberal (or sick some might phrase it)...

Beautiful Melons

There is a woman thin a few freckles nice mellons voice a little deep beautiful face. She is not mine nor should she be shouldn't think of her at all not a minute. Don't go there stop my brain hold it back ...

Briars in the Grass

Briars in the Grass Maple buds, the first to appear, from winter's rule. A stream flowing by rustling over an old truck tire. Briars in the grass, lover's laying down down beside the stream by the old rubber tire. ...

Going but not yet

 After last night's adventure, I was going to leave early NY this morning because my wife did not sound well.  So I meant to bed, all wound up by my bar adventure and also worried about my wife. For three or four hours my brain jumped back and...