My Sun and Dark Moon

  My Sun and Dark Moon She is my sun, my light by day, She's my dark moon filling my nights and inner pores Her light guides my way doing all that is right Her darkness fills my being She makes sweet love and holds my...

Tough Week

Three days on the road, too much work, not really keeping anyone happy, but then, most of my clients have their check in the mail instead of in my banking account.  That reminds me, I should go down to the mail box and see if a check came in.  Boys...

Beth's Son

Beth, my new love, has a son that is 27 and still lives at home.  He finally go a job, but instead ended up in the emergency room very anemic, requiring a blood transfusion.  Checking for colon cancer and other things .... I am on a business trip so...

Enjoying Amy

Life seems simple for the moment.  Working too much, not writing enough, playing tennis and spending much of my weekends with Amy.  We continue to grow together with a few bumps every once in awhile.  But, we speak heart to heart, honest and open, or...

China

The small moment I remember most fondly in China.

Beth's Storm

Beth and I have a private chat on Google Documents.  Here are some of the highlights about midnight last night toward the end of her big storm: Beth: I think something is happening in my heart that is touching other people> I’m becoming more...

Beth

  Beth She’s come to a crisis that I can’t understand but I can feel it in my gut and I fear it in my soul. I can’t really say I am ready for her for all she has to give for all that she is but I want her ...

Evan and Olesia, and Amy

Olesia and Evan came to talk to me last night saying they had talked and they needed to improve themselves.  Olesia wants to go back to school, great.  Evan wants to go to Deltech and study engineering.  He is good a math so I am hopeful.  They have...

Are We Back to Business as Usual?

Hmmmm. Don't know.   Daughter came to me yesterday and said she had a heart to heart conversation with Evan and Evan's mother.  The mom cried and they talked about more sane ways to relate to each other than what occurred this weekend.  By the way,...

not the best of days

Daughter while at work got message boyfriend was comitting suicide. I went and stopped boyfriend, but then daughter took a bottle of advil. So got her to the hospital, sitting there now with her. Antidote gave her diarrhea and some throwing up. Also...

Dreams of Angel

In my dream I'm in her house a small one, two stories children, her, her husband we are all friends and then her husband when we are all alone asks did you kiss her on the mouth I hesitate wondering about my policy of always being...

Earlier Poem from my New Lady

  Icy Shards of Winter Icy shards of winter tapping on my window as I sit alone at my computer thinking of long lonely nights for how many years? I have bravely endured   and filled my time with work ...

Poem to Me from my new lady

  Hope is Not Fiction There is hope, they say of love, of a soulmate in movies in songs in novels I have read and hoped and dreamed Sighing over the fiction of a soul who would know mine of a soul open...