The Best Gift I Have Ever Recieved

When I was young, I got a red rider bike that I thought was the best gift ever.  All the presents had been opened, and no bike.  I was sad but said nothing.  My parents were poor, we were poor, a bike was a big deal.  I went into the kitchen after...

Vodka and Viagra

  Vodka and Viagra   A bottle of vodka Split with my love and I A bottle of viagra kept all to myself Pouring it down her Until she weaves in the street Laying it down ...

A Morning Kiss

Angel,   I wish to wake you  with a morning kiss placed soft on your lips like air in the room.   I wish to hug you like there is no tomorrow holding you far too long when...

Finding Your Way in Things of the Heart

  Finding Your Way in Things of the Heart     There are things by their nature On the side of right And other things On the side of wrong.   Staying and leaving  In things...

date with Ruping

Walked through Longwood gardens ... my hands often on her.  In the car later and in the restaurant, she let my hands roam ... not caring who say.  Right when things were getting good, my daughter called to see if I was okay ... well, I was okay. We...

Cardboard

Just a poem written on some cardboard found on the ground   Down is where my love's been for nearly five years waiting for me still not believing  It's real my worship for her my heart in my hand my hope in saving her...

Women continued

Open relationships.  Angel believes in open relationships although her husband and her do not really have a solid enough relationship to support one.  When I first new Angel, she told me about an open relationship that she was in where one of the...

Finding a Woman

Well, went on my first date, out to lunch.  Went well, went hiking in the woods, had seafood then played with my dogs.  RuPing was the woman.  Then we set up a third date to see Secretariat, the racehorse movie.  Emails and phone calls flying.  I...

My Profile on match.com

  Okay, ladies. Here goes. I am wonderful, kind, generous, a great listener, sexy, wealthy, and generous. And, I have bridge in Arizona for sale that is over a large lake in the dessert. Well, most of it is true except for the wealthy part. I am...

Internet Folly

  You sent you pictures  If I would abstain A love game by those Whose arms can not cross the divide Of custom and the momentum of their lives Locked in a purgatory of their own design.   It is not physical agony that keeps me...

A Weak Moment

A Weak Moment Having a weak moment, Angel  In the middle of the night Where my bed and life Seems so empty Without your arms Your kiss To go with your love Crossing the distance without your arms and legs And sweet ass...

20101016 2nd Date with RuPing

For our second date, RuPing and I head down to GunPowder Falls State Park, pictures uploaded, I have no idea on how to get them to show up in this post. We took a long drive, I sang to the country music, we hiked, sat on rocks in the middle of the...

looking for love

Yea, I am still in love with Angel, and it is good.   I am very happy with our relationship.  She has taught me to love.  I am happy when she is happy and I wish her the best.  I suspect we will always be in love, but never together.  Dreams sometimes...

Update on Life

Celebration of Julie's life went well.  I spoke some of old times and how I met Julie.   I couldn't finish what I had to say because my mind went blank about half way through and I got very sad.  Cried a little while standing, more while sitting...

Hope for Me

I've lost myself in her Until there is no me No me in there alone Without her holding my hand Cheering me own In finding another In doing my daily chores But no her in there Keeping my hope alive for what I need to be me ...

unsettled

Most of the getting ready for my wife's celebration is falling on my shoulders as I thought it would.  I am not a good event planner.  My events are to put cheese on a tortilla and call it supper.  Eggs over easy on toast for breakfast.  Skip lunch....